Dad, I want the old you.

assalamualaikum.
" Allah sayang sebab itu dia uji "
Almost a month and i miss the old you. I want the old you dad yang selalu buat lawak, yang selalu tegur bila buat salah, yang selalu fullfill my wishes. Pls, recover faster. Only God know how i miss you. I can't watch your condition now dad. You're weak, you even can't speak or move like usual. Dad, i didn't strong enough to see your conditions now. I miss your laugh, smiles, everything dad. Too miss. You're with me for 18 years through thick & thin. You're never have replced. Never. You're are my king and my man.
Dad, i'm sorry for my sins. Forgive me if i'm not being a good daughter for you. I'm not giving anything that make you proud of me. Dad, i'm promise if you can talk and move like usual give me a chance to make something that you can proud. I'm promise but you must get well soon faster. Along, angah and adik want you like before. Bring our family for a vacation (sometimes). Please, strong your heart to recover. I'am always there for you dad. Mom also. How i wish you can read this and know everything that i'm really miss you.
Dad, maybe this is your part of life. Just believe there's a reason everything happened. Dad, my final for first semester is around the corner. I can't focus seeing your conditions now. Dad, my ' dua ' is always there for you. Be strong for our family. Please, get well dad. I want the old you. Everyone want you back. Dad, I miss you so much. Please, get well.